The Day Did Not Get Out of Beta

Woke still recovering from last night’s trickle of blood and the pain in the head. The day did not get out of beta as I could feel the red-hot ball of lead inside my stomach much more than usual. The cliché of sick of being sick holds a lot of truth for me right now. As much as I am shit scared of going into hospital next week, I’m also relieved. I want to get well. I want to get through this as quickly as possible.