Dancehall Fire Panic

I have a hospital appointment tomorrow at 6pm. They cleared the decks for me when they heard what was happening. Things at the moment are not looking good. I am trying hard to disintegrate at the news. I’ll go in, tests will be done. I’ll be out next morning at latest and enjoying Tropfest in the evening. Treatment can follow later. That is what I am telling myself anyway. However, the fear is already building. I can feel it coming on. Dancehall fire panic. Hammering on the firedoors trying to escape.